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I mean some strange things are going through my head. It seems to me that i get tired of all this battle-rap dvizhukha just like MC Kerambit did. If you’ve seen some of his reactions to the recent battles, you might have noticed that everything that’s been happening lately seems so abominable to him. Like he doesn't get the times, doesn't understand why something has it's audience. And of course it's obvious that he has gotten tired of all this.

And, yeah, I catch myself feeling something similar. I mean for as long as I can remember being in this culture, i have always been looking forward to watching the newest battles. Also i used to watch lots of old battles in Pachuca's reactions. But now I’ve become indifferent to this. And this happened so suddenly. I can tell u that i even might know why it occurred... that might be correlated with some struggles that i also have directly in this culture) I understand that i speak in riddles but until the beans are spilled i can't tell u everything clearly. Maybe one day i will lay bare the truth

I’ve lost interest in attending upcoming events. I don't want to watch new battles. I watch only a small extract of the latest Kubok's battle, even though i heard that 3 guys did well there. I only watched the trailer for the last Triplet event and then closed the video. I have been writing this post for 5 days already. Why so long? Maybe because I can't even answer myself what the point of writing all this is. And yeah i finally articulated the point. May be it can be helpful to some. Maybe some of you also caught yourselves of thinking that you have tired of all this and reflexed why it happed. If so, you are welcome to share your stories, guys!

And the most interesting thing that battle-rap dvizhukha always have been being the thing that gives me the most happiness in my life. I mean I've had sex, relationships, smoked weed, masturbated on Chatroulette, even had a session with a dominatrix once, traveled, did a lot of other stuff, but honestly, I really do think my happiest day was Easter 2025. That event was so fucking good. And even despite very traumatized occasion that happened to me right after this. It was fucking legendary. Doctor Kapustu! was shining more than ever. It was his best battle by a wide margin. Definitely. He did everything perfectly. You know, i am not a toxic guy but recently my friend and i started to make jokes during our alko-trips like: "Can you see this ugly man with small dick energy that is sitting with a girl? He will have sex today. You realized it? think about it". And we are doing this construction of a joke "Sex in today's night" with lots of random guys. Yeah, and I love this construction a lot. Especially when it became recurring in an intrusive way. Although i consider Mark as a handsome Jewish man but i really hope he had a sex that night. He fucking deserved it. Wait, do u remember bar about chaps and Kazan by Vova AO? Omg... And what about action that Sasha AC CYKA EBËT'S testicles do towards Kimka? Mmm, what a yummy bar!

W to Speed but i am Russian L to Kerambit suk yobta Sasha © Pops channel about battle-rap. 2025.

This bar just came to my mind. How do you find it, guys?

That can sound strange but battle-rap dvizhukha brought me together with my first love i am no more with. It gave me so many good emotions, set me up with lot's of amazing people. This message is not about me quitting all this or abandoning the channel. I just want to tell you that I'm not passionate as i used to be about this anymore. The spark is gone. I lost my mojo. Just so you don’t worry: yeah, I will continue to post on this channel

Now i am doing a huge work on making a new rating-list. Of all time. I brought a system from chess, so you can't farm your rating on low-rated opponents. I hope I won't spend more than 2 years on this)

Oh, it's a bit messy but I hope you caught my thoughts. I understand that this could be interpreted as a sob story or a tearful letter. Nikson-type post that looks pathetic) But that's the way i feel now.